Yeh I've had sex with Charley and yeh it was good, but it wasn't just because I wanted to get laid. It was making love, and we were in love and we still are now. I still don't know if i want to be with her forever though, thats a question and a half. As life goes on I fond my mind is wandering, other girls are more in my face and I think of the past more and more. I think the more Charley talks of the future of us living together, the more I feel closed in. I feel trapped and I don't feel 16. I feel 32. If i had more slack, more freedom, more fun no mature talks, no feelind sad, just love, fun, sex and life. I dont wanna see her cry, i dont wanna deal with those things i just wanna have fun. I never used to have this problem. i think i might just turn all this around. see where the relationship goes. 6 months so far, we're hoping for a gap year in germany and all over the world. That sounds fun. I will miss my mates though, I do now. Slack thats what I need the question is, how do I get it?

Yeh I've had sex with Charley and yeh it was good, but it wasn't just because I wanted to get laid. It was making love, and we were in love and we still are now. I still don't know if i want to be with her forever though, thats a question and a half. As life goes on I fond my mind is wandering, other girsl are more in my face and I think of the past more and more. I think the more Charley talks of the future of us living together, the more I feel closed in. I feel trapped and I don't feel 16. I feel 32. If i had more slack, more freedom, more fun no mature talks, no feelind sad, just love, fun, sex and life. I dont wanna see her cry, i dont wanna deal with those things i just wanna have fun. I never used to have this problem. i think i might just turn all this around. see where the relationship goes. 6 months so far, we're hoping for a gap year in germany and all over the world. That sounds fun. I will miss my mates though, I do now. Slack thats what I need the question is, how do I get it?