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So important. Why...who? I'll begin to explain. by DearbornDearborn
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by DearbornDearborn2006-06-13 20:13:41

I just called the police for the first time in my life.  The receptionist was rude once or twice, and while I was waiting for the police at the location I said, a guy was rude to me and might have tried to beat me up if he wanted to.  Later, an officer arrived after going the wrong way for a while on C.. St., and he turned right on ..th St. instead of meeting me there.  He turned another right and drove on the fresh, clean grass of the park with his dirty car tires and passed a number of groups of people, stopping in the midst of the group near the back fence of the park.  Then the new guy who was picking on me and pushed my cart full of important journey things into the street before the officer arrived, he started kind of talking toward the officer from far away, saying like, hey get this guy, he's trying to follow me.  He said that a few times and then said something kind of threatening from maybe 40 feet away, and I shouted to him "Respect."  He said something stupid, and I said I'm doing business and that's respect.  Some of the most major gang leaders periodically about the .. area were reclining with their friends there at .. Park.  They looked over at the police car that was so far away from our meeting place, and then they looked back at me.  What I called about was an unstable guy who threw a few things at me this morning, claiming that my cart was his.  Yesterday morning, I met with a friend to get my two bags that she and her husband mysteriously took with them for a few weeks until I saw her, Elisha, recently.  She gave me a blue cart, and this morning the very hostile guy at .. was saying that his was the only blue cart of them all and that it said "SEARS" on it.  I happened to remove one of the disgusting "scum of the earth" stickers earlier this morning, uncovering one of the "sears" messages.  He harmed me, and it's not right.  I stood up for myself, and I even paraphrased an enjoyable Christian song for him, repeatedly:  "[I] come to share my story.  [I] come to break the bread.  [I] come to know my rising from the dead."  I'm just going to send this much to you right now, to get the word out. 

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by DearbornDearborn2006-06-13 00:43:41

I shared some knowledge that blind people may have.  Back at .., she introduced me to B.. who works at ...  Handshake.  <A little later:  weird talk about an interpreter for her.  Shruggable with my current exercise:  being blind to people's ignorance.>  A little later, at ..:  "Now we must depart.  Be careful about the cars," 'or something'.  Later, I made it to ..th, after doing a little solo-work without B..'s help.  First day too, gosh.  I'm 'just' now learning to recognize a little more detail than before.  Southwest-North area of the .. & .. intersection:  I made it there after listening for people and ..s.  There are 3 metal p..s kind of close together at that .. area.  ... of the intersection one could perceive, after hearing the cars, that there is a building to the left, cars drivable to the right.  In fact, there IS a building to the left.  Good thing people talk, so I could hear them coming.  Also, I could hear their footsteps <if audible>.  After a ways, I went slowly to the right and felt for the curb.  I found it, having some good idea about distances.  A little later, I think I stepped on a <s..> m.. g...  Good thing I had sight here in .., before today; otherwise, I would've probably just thout it was a g...  Before that, I felt for some cracks in the sidewalk, again hoping to equip myself with means for senses of direction, which would be or is according to my sensory or otherwise perceptual memory.  A little later, knowing about the building corner ahead and to the left, I turned diagonally to the left, then being on 18th St., west of ...  Of course, as I am blind, I'm not saying I went to the road.  Really, I went to the sidewalk south of 18th St. :)  On the sidewalk there, I felt for cracks in the sidewalk after a little while.  Also, I felt a grate or 2 <according to my perceptions>.  It was interesting, at a <city> street corner, to hear the cars to the left and a ways before me before crossing the street while hearing engine sounds to the left.  Actually, though, another happening that helped my decision to go across the street was that a bus was heard passing by, going from west to east, and it was slowed to a stop soon later, a little behind me and to the right.  If the bus had to stop early at the next intersection, then maybe the cars a ways before me weren't going anywhere for a little while, and I really should say that I heard at least one car to the left come to a complete stop.  I went for it, successfully.  Just a little later though, I somehow sensed that a bicyclist came swinging 'around' the <sidewalk> corner of the next city-block intersection.  To confirm that imagination, or at least intendedly, I slowed my walk and listened for swiftness or other speed of bicycle wheels.  Hearing faster-than-walk-pace circular-directioned wind, or something like that, though it wasn't very audible, I went to the right a little, and sure enough, a bicyclist', or someone else', passed by, on a bicycle', or something else'.  A little later, I went to write about the previous events at the Ta-C.  Rain started a little.  I didn't go for any darn revolving doors, and the door I tried was locked.  I went to the front, or .. St., side of the Ta-C. 

Some quick advice for blind people in ..:  Best time for travel downtown:  Morning-time, maybe 6 a.m., with a guide-for-blind or slow movements, care, a degree of caution, and preferably a good memory.

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by DearbornDearborn2006-06-13 00:24:21

People may be wondering how the check issue turned out.  When I picked up the check on the sidewalk and saw the address of the drawer, it gave me a new feeling to realize that I could make someone's day by reminding the drawer of the check after giving it to the drawer, if the drawer hadn't already known that the payment check was missing or if the drawer hadn't already written a new check.  As it turns out, the next evening I found the apartment location that was on the check, and as I walked toward the elevator a man asked if he could help me.  I mentioned and showed the check, talking about it a little.  He kindly said he'd take care of it.  That, too, gave me a new feeling.  Happy for having done a good deed, I contently left the building. 

Also, some recent news before sharing some older news (my two bags were returned just this morning after arrangement of a meeting place and time):

Saturday, 4-29-06:  A <or the> first day of blindness <to people's ignorance>, for me.  About noon, after giving my guide, B.., a donut <and:  'Do I get a good morning hug?'  "Of course," with smile>, we went to the bus stop Southwest-West of the .. & .. intersection and made our way to .. & .. area.  We walked a little ways from 18th & something to ...  "...?"  'O.K.'  ... to, actually, ...  I panhandled there:  $0.0, using a Mountain Dew can after drinking that which B.. gave me.  Later, we went to 18th for the ...  We went far and stopped at a gas station.  C..s for B.., and I helped with $1.  Conversation with people at a bench.  ...  Then .. again.  Some Good lil' conversations between B.. and I, she pretty much mute and I blind. 

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by DearbornDearborn2006-06-05 22:25:22

Also, some people went off with my two bags I've conservatively filled with important resources, some especially for my eventual and good kind of redemption.  They're my friends, and I don't know where they are all of a sudden.  Which am I to do?  I have some resources that may be well-informative for the public that has been reading my periodic journaling.  That will have to do for now, though the year-long plan after unfortunate homelessness and after the denial by workers at the Auburn Library, will have a delay for a time.  I hope people may read about June of last year, at least before the summer is over. :)  Until then, please pray for me.  Though I'm still with mostly not so much as a penny, I get food every day. 

Wonderful:  I found a check on the sidewalk last night, for ~$165, to an apartment company.  I'll simply ask for the person whose name is on the check after going to the address on the check, as the date on the check is further than near, or something like that.  It's clear to me that someone just accidently dropped a check intended for a payment.  It shouldn't be a problem to at least ask for $5 for my handing the check to the writer of it.  I will be comfortable doing that. 

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by DearbornDearborn2006-06-05 22:12:50
My goodness, and what I saw instead of my information was the detail of an account of a gal named Karen.  After typing my e-mail address.  How strange to see such a feminine name for an e-mail address after typing my own e-mail address to check for mail.  I hope this issue becomes resolved sooner than later, especially for the sake of my future emissary.  God bless, y'all.
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by DearbornDearborn2006-06-04 22:46:31

It looks like there may be a major delay for my emissary, as somehow everything from my e-mail account has been deleted, even after so much storage space I had reserved and conservatively occupied with info.

Sorry, folks, but it's probably sadder for me than for y'all right now.  Of course I'll be doing the right thing once everything's as close to how it should be as possible. 

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THE STORY, starting with a preface about the evidence I will share for my eventual emissary. by DearbornDearborn2006-06-01 17:53:06

It may be a few weeks that messages may be shown in this journal before the slate would be cleaned after I type a new message.  Though the recent messages were posted on approximately 4-26-06, they're still relevant.  It's just that I need to keep communicating with public about the very important story I have to share before everything gets explained and hopefully realized enough for me to get my massive amount of earned money after so much evidence.  There will be many, many witnesses.  I believe that many people will be reminded of a lot of little bits of information leading to important realization.  There's so much information to share, and it takes time to share it.  Two of my memo pads were stolen.  I hope to get that information again, sooner than later, as now is the time I want to share information about June of last year.  Workers at the Auburn Public Library did not let or enable me to resolve my issue last year, and June is when the tragic and wrong homelessness started.  Other people and I reasonably figured that people could remember events if the important information was shared during a similar kind of time as when the events happened.  It's almost summertime again, and though most of the evidence is near Doreen's house until September which is the time I'll go to G----ia, I will try to type information correlating between the present month and last year's same<-named> month, whichever the present month will be for the next months of my typing. 

A warning:  The evidence I will be typing about in the near future is of a personal nature, and while some people might be interested or maybe positively affected, some people might be very embarassed.  Also, some people might get very mad, but remember, public, I am saying and knowing that this is evidence. 

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THE STORY, starting with a preface about the evidence I will share for my eventual emissary. by DearbornDearborn2006-06-01 17:52:56

It may be a few weeks that messages may be shown in this journal before the slate would be cleaned after I type a new message.  Though the recent messages were posted on approximately 4-26-06, they're still relevant.  It's just that I need to keep communicating with public about the very important story I have to share before everything gets explained and hopefully realized enough for me to get my massive amount of earned money after so much evidence.  There will be many, many witnesses.  I believe that many people will be reminded of a lot of little bits of information leading to important realization.  There's so much information to share, and it takes time to share it.  Two of my memo pads were stolen.  I hope to get that information again, sooner than later, as now is the time I want to share information about June of last year.  Workers at the Auburn Public Library did not let or enable me to resolve my issue last year, and June is when the tragic and wrong homelessness started.  Other people and I reasonably figured that people could remember events if the important information was shared during a similar kind of time as when the events happened.  It's almost summertime again, and though most of the evidence is near Doreen's house until September which is the time I'll go to G----ia, I will try to type information correlating between the present month and last year's same<-named> month, whichever the present month will be for the next months of my typing. 

A warning:  The evidence I will be typing about in the near future is of a personal nature, and while some people might be interested or maybe positively affected, some people might be very embarassed.  Also, some people might get very mad, but remember, public, I am saying and knowing that this is evidence. 

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