Well, I finally had to delete one of my AOL screenames because of a nutcase bitch stalker.  This had been going on for over 2 years with it  becoming progressively worse through time. I don't know why some people have to be so twisted and sick ya know?  To manipulate your email addy changing it just subtley enough that when a friend would get it they didn't notice.  And when they do that why do they have to send suggestive crap or obnoxious emails in them.  Man some people have obssessions I know but sometimes it just really goes over the line.  I've reported this person to AOL, Hotmail, Yahoo and some email places I'd not heard of before and it's basically the same.  If they don't directly threaten you not much you can do about it.  This bitch even went to far as to create a fake name and disease ( I belonged to a Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma message board) to cause and distrupt it because I with someone else they had targeted were members.  They helped to destroy the trust, the comradery on that board.  They truly have no conscious ya know?  Just made me sick.

So this journal is one place that no one of my friends knows about.  Here I hope I will be left alone so that I can gather my thoughts and begin to write again.  One can only hope..........

Well, I finally had to delete one of my AOL screenames because of a nutcase bitch stalker.  This had been going on for over 2 years with it  becoming progressively worse through time. I don't know why some people have to be so twisted and sick ya know?  To manipulate your email addy changing it just subtley enough that when a friend would get it they didn't notice.  And when they do that why do they have to send suggestive crap or obnoxious emails in them.  Man some people have obssessions I know but sometimes it just really goes over the line.  I've reported this person to AOL, Hotmail, Yahoo and some email places I'd not heard of before and it's basically the same.  If they don't directly threaten you not much you can do about it.  This bitch even went to far as to create a fake name and disease ( I belonged to a Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma message board) to cause and distrupt it because I with someone else they had targeted were members.  They helped to destroy the trust, the comradery on that board.  They truly have no conscious ya know?  Just made me sick.

So this journal is one place that no one of my friends knows about.  Here I hope I will be left alone so that I can gather my thoughts and begin to write again.  One can only hope..........

This is my first entry here.  Life as is said speeds by quickly sometimes with chaos othertimes with serenity.  I do hope that this will be the beginning of thoughts that find their way unto a page creating a world of wonderment, of color, one of order yet blissful disarray.