So Brock came back! its awesome!! and it makes me soo happy! we went rock climbing on friday and then we went to the movies after rock climbing! it was fun, besides my fear of hights... yeah that part was like OH SHIT why am i afraid of hights! so when brock pulled the rope a bit so i would go up i started to freak cause he didnt tell me he was doing that and i was just like OMG WHATS GOING ON!!! so i got down... and just watched brock and dan climb... mostly brock... cause when dan was climbing brock was on the ground with me! so yeah prom is comin up... SHIT! so because its my prom i have to ask brock, so my plan is diana and i are baking cookies on wednesday and then we're gonna write prom out on the cookies and put an orchid on them and bring them over to his house. and just ask him that way. GAH this sucks! I had always hoped that prom would be the one dance that i didnt have to ask my date and plan the whole damn thing... but i guess i have to. and to make things worse ash and john dropped our group so now its just the 4 of us... well right now its 3 but GAH! this is really pissin me off! and now i have to start searching for a limo cause my entire life i planned on having a limo for prom but its looking more and more like its not going to be possible. and its looking more and more like its going to suck, and i really dont want it to! i want it to be amazing, and great! but i know that my hopes will be shattered like they always are... only one dance turned out amazing and i was the only one who didnt think it turned out good... everyone else thought it was, but i didnt.... and that was homecoming. GAH! I just hope everything turns out! cause this is my only prom, and I just want it to be an awesome night.
In Love & Prayers
Jessie