glitterbug929:  okay when i was three and my sis was like 3 months old...my mom found out she was pregnant...well it was a total accident and she was on birth control so she had been taking this medicin for her heart...well b/c she didn't know she was pregnant and was on this medicine she had a miscarraige...well when i found out she was pregnant i was convinced that it was a brother...i was so excited...all i wanted was a little brother...when i found out that  my mom had a miscarraige i cried and cried...remember i'm only 3 at this point...anyways...when i met you, you were the brother i had always wanted, and was supposed to have, but didn't...that's part of why you mean so much to me