^{I have done the stupidest thing a girl could ever do. I have fallen in love. What's so bad about that? He is my friend, he is not just a random boy that i happen to fall in love with. He's some one I trust, some one I truly care about. I don't care who knows, but i care how he feels. I don't want to embarress him. I want him to love me too. This is his fault you know? I wouldn't love him if he didn't make me feel so... so, loved. He spoils me, I've never heard the word no from him to me. I don't think i could ever tell him how i feel. I'm to afraid he'd leave, though i doubt he'd do something like that. The horrid boy has ruined me. He has made me expecting of all the male species. I expect to be respected, I expect to not be hurt, I expect to be special to at least one somebody.}