Hello. I am a 16 year old girl who, for some reason was intrigued by the idea of keeping a journal online. Throughout history man has wanted to keep record of history and to express himself. I've decided to type up parts of the journal that I've been keeping for the past year. 

The story begins February 2002. I had turned 14 the previous October and I went to my first church dance.  I met a great group of people through an old friend of mine.  I was introduced to her boyfriend, Shaun.  The first time I saw him, I thought "oh man is he cute." I immediately started flirting, as would any girl do with a guy she was interested in. I later  found out that my friend and him were a thing, so I was a bit embaressed.  Months passed and Shaun and I kept in touch thru IMing and later dances. He broke up with my friend and we opened up to each other and told each other some of our secrets.  He soon became the person who knew me the best, although we only saw each other once every few months.  Since I met him, I had a huge crush on him, which can lead to some pretty harsh feelings.  The following entries are what came of that.