Yeah I'm thinking that I'm just gonna scrap the only writing about the stuff with Shaun. That would just be stupid. Like why write about something so pointless and retarded. Our relationship is going nowhere just like writing in this journal. Like what new is going to happen? He's actually going to accomplish commiting suicide instead of failing at his attempts? Or what, he's going to ask he to marry him for the 5th time? Umm yeah no. Nothing new can happen unless he finally has no issues at one point in his life. That would be a huge shock.

Goodness, I'm so mean... like he's my best friend rite? How can I say this kinda stuff? *sigh* Yay for multiple personalities... maybe I should just commit myelf into a mental institution before someone shoves me in there.